FROM ME TO YOU

Its been a longgggggggg timeeeee.
Yea i know, its terrible when you loose someone too close to you.
it affect you and for a long time you might not get back together.
Now i know how easy it is to say "take heart, it gets better with time".
for real, it get better but before it does........uhmmm
there are times, i dint want it to get better, i want the pain to remain for as long as it can, cos when it get better something else comes...GUILT
The feeling of betrayal, the feeling that you are forgetting too soon all the wonderful memories you made.
That is not always the case, and even though you know its not that way, u still cant help the guilt when it descend on you.

This year has been one of a kind, Have lost 2 close friends, an uncle and an aunt, all in d first half of the year. I pray God in his infinite mercy put an end to death around me and may he give myself and all those mourning a reason to smile again.

Today, i pick up my pen again.
 and something tells me this blog will be a lot more personal than it ever was.

i will try to post as much as i can, even if they are stolen articles.  
THANK YOU FOR STANDING BY ME THIS PAST MONTH, YOUR LOVE MEANT A LOT.
LOVE YOU ALL

zebbie